i really really miss my home. It has never been this tough and never know it’s this hard. I miss everything like really really EVERYTHING there, the people, mom, lil sists and bro, and aunt, the feeling being there, the cooks, and i even miss the street and neighbors in front of my house.
When dad left for bogor last week i did not know it would be i like this bcs based on the pare experiences this should not have been THIS hard. Then i realize it’s because i dont have anyone with here. when i was in pare i made friends quickly but it’s not like that here. and it’s suffocating me. i just wanna go home :[