Yes, the title says it all!
Today I went to a jail for the first time. I have been passing that building since forever, but never I thought that I actually would step my foot on there.
The feeling was surreal as I went there to do something I’ve never imagined before. I mean I have always been curious how jail in real life looks like. I’ve been seeing enough from movies, dramas, and news how a jail looks like. But still, I need to experience it by myself to satisfy my curiosity and today I got it. Nonetheless, I never really thought that I would get a chance to come to a real jail.
Happy? I do not know
Sad? Yes. It is my family member after all. How could I not be sad?
I almost feel like life is cruel eventho I know better that I should not have that kind of thought . But the past few months have been an emotional roller coaster for me and then this month I got this kind of surprise. Like I am still thinking, is this for real? How could this be real? just HOW?
I wanna cry, scream and talk. But as always I end up being mute. I am tired.
I think I need pillows.